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Friday, September 30, 2005

22 The least of you will become a thousand,
the smallest a mighty nation.
I am the LORD;
in its time I will do this swiftly."
[-ISA 60 : 22-]

u noe wat?
i am going to claim this verse !!!
yes i am.
west C !!!! here u go...
btw swiftly means quick !!
amen ! =p

"I will trust as i wait, for my God is never late"
i simply lurve this statement =)

this is the GOD that we are talking abt.

so so sleepy...feel so heavy in me....
my prelim results!
oh my... very nervious...
oh well.... no matter wat, juz wana give thanks =)

anyway...
the west cg ytd was great !!
*phew*
lurve it!!!!
ya... muz have more of these events !! =)
oh no... i missed my shopping...
so disappointed..but nvm..
save money =p
haha !!!!!!

oh ya.... talking abt practical...
i tell u...i am so so so kuku !!
i am suppose to reach at 9am lar....
but i reached at 7.20am !!!
sing mari-kita...
den realise that i am early...
how dumb i am.....
end up eating mac with my other kuku frenz who came as early..
haha
practical arh... can say very funny lar...
not as jialat as how i imagine...
at least i had my straight line graph correct
and wrote the correct gas...wahahaha!!!!
actually i did the experiment 3 times...
and 3 times, the lighting spilnt was put out...
no fire... but i tik & tik.... i better write got...
so conclusion, the gas is oxygen
& guess wat .. i am rite!! haha....
means that i did my experiment wrongly, coz i wrote the opp ans frm my observation.
booooo...........
oh God.. i reali pray that i will do well....

noe wat?
when i take 178 home....
i bored on the same bus as b4...
alot of cockroaches arh !!!
nearly faint inside there....
was chatting with jolene....
i sound ok... but in me, i am screaming !!!
so scared...
anyway, had a nice time chatting with my sheep =)
she told me that she often feel encourage, convicted by the way i pray...
den i was wondering.....
den next time can dun teach teaching liao...
juz pray for her can liao...
wahahaha!!! joke joke...
but anyway.... thats e work of e holy spirit =)
thanks!!! i feel so blessed to be my sheep's shepherd.

my cg hit 16 !!!!wow.....
thats so so great....
thanks gals =) & God!!!
pls do well for svs too

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

iweb tune lousy...
no sound...
wahaha...
but cant be bothered =p

anyway.... i am feeling better le =)
yay!!!
its a torture to study with a ill body...
but anyway.. its over !
argh.....
tml practical...
my 1st time doing experiment all by myself...
it juz freak me out when the tot of standing in e lab run thru my mind...
cant imagine...

it would be so funny if my solution turn out to be dirty green, & my fren's crystal blue..
my graph is a straight line den my fren's a curve...
wahaha... so funny... i tik i will be at "cold sweat" mode...
hmmm... well, not reali doing e experiment alone lar...
actually i have God !!!!
dun understand y i still feel so scare...
*arbish* myself.... ting is toot...
yay !!! God i wana trust in u.. =)

aaron nearly kill us lar !!!!
he steam something den forgot abt it...
thank God i went out of my room & realise that its so choking...
so stun to see the pan was on fire & the fire was green in colour !!
oh my...
i seriously duno y it can be green....
aaron told me is coz lack of oxygen...
hmmm... Jerel says.. incomplete combustion?
hmmm... but i tik aaron's ans more logical.. haha!!!!
i tot combustion is ...
ethane + oxygen----> carbon dioxide + water??
haha !!!! but there are so many kind of combustion...
argh!!! my knowledge of chem is that limited lar !!! *ohhhh....*

oh ya.... wat is true fasting??
ytd read a passage..
God was rebuking the ppl that are not practice true fasting...
He says things like "being humble is not only for one day"
i was thinking that... ya... fasting is not for show....
hmmmm....

indeed..He is the God that heals =)
thank u God !!

yay tml going bugis !!!!!!!!
i'm loving it...

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

boo.. i am sick...
juz bcoz i drank one sip of her drink..
& i got it.
how dumb i am to share drinks when i noe my body resistant very weak...
lesson learn : dun be dumb. wahaha

alrite... juz wana say that i am dead sleepy now.... half dead liao..
haha...
this remind me of the west Game...
do u guys still rmber "morning" ?
that day when i mit jerel & jin qi at orchard to prepare the games..
that day i ate medicine... & i am half dead...
haha !!
i even mistook a car as a escalator !!!!
thats e power of medicine on me...
ptsss... Jerel still rmber or not? =p

Jehovah Rapha.. The LORD our healer
Pls heal me soon =)
thanks ! =p
lurve Daddy !

Saturday, September 24, 2005

[ [ * .t i n g g ` c h a r i s . * ] ]

Wow tell u !!!
When bugis & bought mascara...
And up... buy wrong !!!!!!!!
*cry* !!!!!!!!!!!

U noe arh...
I reali feel so joyful...
Coz I felt closer & closer to God... =)
These period of pruning... its tough for me...
But the moment when I tik abt the promiz that God gave me, I cant help it but to give thanks..

When probz arrive, the temptation of giving up is so strong...
But dun give up...
Bcoz when u give up, u'll miss out wat God has in store for u...
Delight in the probz... bcoz u have God =)

When Jesus is joy... He is still alive...
I dun see why our joy is dead ...
Juz wana say.... bu yao fang qi!

Wana thank God...
Arghh !!!! xie xie God !!!!
Thanks for choosing me...
Thanks for giving me this opportunity to grow...
These period, I grow a lot...
God reveal more & more of his character to me...
& I juz cant help but to be amazed...
When I see how unable I am, I noe it clearly that this ministry is not mine...
God is in control =)

As wat eelee say...
Its not amazing to see ppl having faith & praising God in their high times...
But it gonna be different if that happens during the low time of our life =)
God holds the highest praise ba...
Anyway, we dun serve God coz of fruits... its HIM himself =)

Anyway.... thou I am not in the situation that I enjoy...
Have u heard b4 that the bigger the prob is, the bigger e miracle is...
Wow... I cant imagine testifying the BIG miracle...
I will surely cry like mad...
Too touch le...

Yay!!!! Delight in the Lord =)
I gonna grow grow grow!!!
=)
God, i will trust u.
I seriously tik that when probz come, the more we should seek God, we should be strong...
But not the time to give up or to be stagnant...

That's y I say...
When u tik that ur spiritual life got prob, settle with God asap!!!!
Dun drag & drag...
Juz like when u are sick... Get urself treated soon!
Dun drag...
Time dun heal... that's bull-shit =p
Seek God & hear frm HIM =)


Materialistic are those who trust in wat they see den to trust in God.

Thursday, September 22, 2005

weee~ so cool !!!
tml no need to go skool...
wahaha.... no need to wake up early...
my stuggles to skool, is not the lessons, not the exams...
is that i gotta wake up early !
wahaha.....

nowadays always rain...
according to my goeg text book...
sep is not suppose to be a monsoon season...
so...... i also duno y leh.. haha!!
but anyway... caught a cold..
*red nose...=)*

wow this wed we gonna have a west cg !!!
sound so exciting & i blive, it gonna be one =)
i tell u huh.... if u miss it... u lugi.. bcoz not only u'll miss out e fun, u'll miss out the fellowship & wonderful experience with God Too!!!
wat is it more impt then attending cg??

talking abt to put God 1st....
wat is ur understanding towards this point?
many ppl, bcoz of this "puting God 1st" left God, or even have bitterness....
well, puting God 1st is all abt willingness.....
its always a gain to put Him 1st, since when did God short change his ppl?
wats wrong to put Him 1st if u lurve him? i guess, putting someone that u lurve as e 1st
priority, is not difficult & it will be something that u desire... =)
serving Daddy in heaven is always not wat u are doing for Him.. but rather, is wat he had done for u..
i lurve my daddy in heaven =)
lurve him lurve him!

anyway.... i saw this frm someone's blog...
" there is a place in every human heart that only God can fill...
there is a place in my heart that only God can fill !"
God : There is also a place in my heart that u can fill....
so we are talking abt we have "God shaped hole"
therefore God has "ting-shaped hole" in his heart too ! weee!!
noe it clear that i need God more den he need me...
but, i noe it clearly that He love me more den i love Him !
He is closer to me den i am closer to Him!
in his heart, i always find where i belong.....
but at times... my heart are too crowded for Him..
argh !!! i feel so blessed!!!
i am receiving things that i dun derserve frm Him !!!
lurve Him !

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

did my evaluation juz now...
God convicted me that a strong community in the cg, in e unit or skool is very impt...
actually i knew it all along...
but 1st time it has such a great impact on me.
*cracking brain*
how to have a strong community???

duno how to decribe wat's my defination of srong community...
hmmmm...
wat i can say is a grp no one bears to leave, look forward to meet each other...
loving... go thru thick & thin....
alot!!!!
i guess SDMM is a good example =)
if e ppl in west C look forward to every meeting juz like how i look forward to sd, that will be so so great =)
so i shall begin from here..
a strong community.
in order to let the ppl attacth to west C.
i 1st have to do so....
in order to see a loving community...
i 1st have to be loving.....
yeah.

new direction.... !!!!
many more to work on......
like more evaluation..quality blah blah...
shall not elaborate here....
haha!!! =)

wonder wat day is today???
i bought lunch for daddy....
auntie bought for him as well..
my cousin bought for him also!!!
wow.... none of us buck up....
poor daddy, 3 sets of lunch !!! wahaha!
=p

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

thank God for my family...
the surprises that i had...
can say this year de bdae is very sweet =)

i am juz so tired....
i wonder, O level is already a super big burden for me le...
how abt those in e society??
again i shall say,thank God i have God =p

haiz..... grp not doing well....
its so sick to be in the same cycle....
turn & turn & not ending....
if u tik i am giving up, u are wrong...
well, i tot of giving up, but after talking to God...
i noe it clearly that this is not wat God wants...
my birthright is to be victorious.
failure is when u give up.......
noe it well that moulding is not comfy...
but i am focusing on wat God has in store for me & my grp........

eh, ppl who worked hard.... reali leh....
God has many many good things in store juz for u...
u are not forgotten & u are not working for nth =)

ripped this frm shirls blog :
if anyone were to say ministry is all about goals & numbers, surely this person has never experienced, or has already forgotten, the two cruxes of christian life... so 750, here we come - all because we love Jesus and He loves people.


i have joy in me !
weee~

=)

yay i am 17 !!! =)
hmmmm.... this year is very different.
can say that this year is a stunned year for me...
& i can say that everyones' super good actor/tress...
(except for the part at starhub where ppl tried to lure me to toilet, e part when i saw huiRu holding a cheesecake.. wahaha!!)
sing birthdays songs to me.. =) den prayed..
as they were praying for me... i was wondering.......
"y e guitar sound nearer & nearer...?
i tot it was bcoz the other side of e table cant hear wat huiRu pray thats y jerel went to my side... haha!
".....in Jesus Name, Amen!!" ting open her eyes & heard Jerel....
"i wana apologize that i use ur guitar without ur permission"
i was looking at Jerel & i am so so stunted...
i wonder how i look like at that moment......
haha!!! sure look funny one =p
thou i cant rmber who were the ones that contributed...
but i am reali touch.....& real thankful...
this is the best gift that i ever receive ! =p

let me talk talk abt wat happen for e past one week b4 my bdae...
aaron made me blive that my gals bought me a bag...
den he told me is very expensive one !! haha...
but i dun like branded bags!
i prefer bugis brand...
haha!
den i told joyce... "dun waste money, i rather u spend $15 on bugis bag..."
den she give me that face & once again, she made me blive that it was a bag...

anyway..... thanks mann` =)

had fun with my SDmm too !!!! lurve them all.
ate alot & so so sweet. =) thanks
saw the sweet side of dewen too!
wahahaha ! =p


xie xie God =p

Friday, September 16, 2005

17 This is what the LORD says—
your Redeemer, the Holy One of Israel:
"I am the LORD your God,
who teaches you what is best for you,
who directs you in the way you should go.
18 If only you had paid attention to my commands,
your peace would have been like a river,
your righteousness like the waves of the sea.
19 Your descendants would have been like the sand,
your children like its numberless grains;
their name would never be cut off
nor destroyed from before me."
[-ISAIAH 48:17-19-]


8 This is what the LORD says:
"In the time of my favor I will answer you,
and in the day of salvation I will help you;
[-ISAIAH 49:8a-]


15 "Can a mother forget the baby at her breast
and have no compassion on the child she has borne?
Though she may forget,
I will not forget you!
16 See, I have engraved you on the palms of my hands;
your walls are ever before me.
[-ISAIAH 49:15-16-]


Then you will know that I am the LORD;
those who hope in me will not be disappointed."
[-ISAIAH 49:23b-]

Thursday, September 15, 2005

prelims started...
tell u ... i am reali scared !!!!
dun think N Level was that scary to me last year...
oh well... prayed for peace in heart & trust in God...
indeed.... i had peace & i choose to trust God =p
one funny prayer i made...
"dear God... i pray that i will not go toilet tml.."
haha!!!!
duno y always b4 exam tummy ached...
but today ..... dun have !!!! yay... nv go toilet !! yuppeee....

still got gastric.... thats bad...
but my 24/7 doc will be there !!!!
Hello God !!! =)


my wish now... that is to slp as long as i want to !!!!!
i am juz too tired.......
but i am not gonna slp..... wait till 22-11-2005 den can relax =p
eh eelee jency jerel & joyce...
keep urself free on 22-11-2005
u have a date with ting !!!!
as for dewen....... if u happen to have leave on that day... pls join us !=p

after O Level... me & joyce gonna exercise....
1 day badminton
1 day jogging
1 day swimming
crazy arh....
but for the sake of sliming down... have to !!!
women's life is always abt sliming down.....
thats so so so boring =p
or rather tiring?? haha !!

gonna stop here le...... eyes closing !!! =p
*rubbing eye...**yawnzzzz!!!*

xie xie God for being there for me....
i feel so so secured in your hands =p
i truely blive that u will protect me & u have the best for me.....
thank God i noe God.. haha !!!

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

something very pathetic happens to me !!
(or rather paiseh??)
haha !!!!!
my skool shoe was torn....
den yiwei & i was using stapel to stapel my shoe..
some more is lesson time...
haha!!!!
i was like "shhhh... dun tell anyone......very paiseh one.."
but..... many ppl saw wat we did...
oh well... i might as well take out my shoe to show them.....
haha !!! (thats to reduce my paiseh-ness) to laugh with them!!
haha !!!=p gonna buy new shoe...
thats so so so bo hua... 2 more mths only.. have to buy white shoe...
argh !!!!


today very distracted.... duno y.....
anyway i have to make myself to study...
the moment "fail" came across my mind...
it juz freak me out... so.... if i dun study, i wun have a peaceful nite...
its not a good deal to give up, after 5 years in skool...
yupz!!!!! God, pls give me a bit of david hoe's spirit..
haha !!!! fency studying geog in the middle of the nite...
so hardworking !!!!! geog leh.... at least if maths, i wun be that amazed... haha!!


argh !! so excited for this sat....
west tee !! weeeee~
i very scare i cant squeeze to XS leh... haha !!!!!!
*pray pray*
my fren help me buy SCJC tee also.... haha !!! very cool !!!
new shirts... yeah !!!!!!
i wana new pants too....
hmmm..... after prelims... i shall take a day break & go bugis !!!!
=p


ok... enough of my skool life & my study life.....
i wana trust God =)
came across this verse...
God says : " my purpose will stand"
amen !!!!!!
i wana live according to his purpose...
bcoz there is no other place that is more worthy for me to invest my life in le....
He is the best thing in my life =)

Monday, September 12, 2005

i am dead man......
when i reach hm... i realise that my phone was on gprs.
connected for 7 hours plus !!!!!!
my bill......... oh my...
gonna broke!
can someone tell me how much is that??
i am very scare mann`

wow.... 1 more week my bdae coming....
but this year gonna be boring....
coz cant reali play like mad...
coz exams are weighing in my mind......
thats bad... haha !!!!!
but nvm.
birthdays ain't as exciting as when i was younger =p
Jency will say amen to that !! haha !!!!!


west C hit 15 last sat....
a good news yet a bad news....
good news is... we have improve alot !!!
bad is.... where is my 21??!!
i wana thank God for wat he had done =p
yay !!!!!!!!
18 for next week....
west C shall have a breAkthru !!!!!!!!
=)

oh no... skool tml......
feeling so reluctant !!!!
my frenz not going to skool....
they are satan... tempt me!!
haha !!!!!!
i muz go... coz i at hm will slack.......
argh.

Saturday, September 10, 2005

oh well.....
the same..... i studied today !
the same.... i am having headache now!!!
its killing me........
thankful that i have God with me =p
my 24/7 doc =p

i'm tired.............. of studying....
had a wrong concept a few... mins ago??
i was thinking abt the concert yesterday....
den i am wishing that everyday also have.... den i can take a break frm my studies & meet God... den i will be refresh....
but wait..
meeting God can be everywhere & anything time rite??
tik tik.... i can meet God during my study time too !!
chim logic... but thats cool !!!!!

had a fun time with jasmine juz now....
wahaha !!!!
i seriously tik that she behaves like a kid....
opps !!!!!
but i appreciate her big heart for God =p
her desire to be a CL of jurong....
wow !!!!!!!!
she has 3 ppl now... come on .. 5 more =p
sure can one... coz God own this cg of yours .
she was release frm dmm... to study for her Nlevel...
den she told me that she wana go dmm...
i was like... "den study leh?"
coz she din manage to do well in her prelims... den i quite worry...

many desire to go for dmm.. service.. etc...
but many has e chance but turn it down...
how dumb is that.... how foolish is that...
how wasted is that !

juz now both me & jasmine was thinking...
wat if we din do well for the exams??
will we blame God?
she answer me sharp & clear... "NO"
i ask her .. "y"?
well, dun reali rmber wat she told me... wahaha.....
as for me.... its a "NO" too....
but i wun noe wat will be my heart condition if i dun do well...
i guess... i will blame myself more den God ba...
coz i noe clearly that God wants to bless our studies...
alrite no more "wat if" .... i shall study hard & make sure i do well !!!!
no "wat if"... haha !!!=p
wana bring glory to his name !

Friday, September 09, 2005

Metamorphosis was great !
well... i guess many ppl's blog gonna have this sentence =p
haha !!!!
sadly... i only attended the concert ....
e rest of my day... i am doing maths...
mad !!!!
keep looking forward to 7pm.....
haha!!!!
when i go in.... very quickly, i can get into God's presence....
well... i guess coz of the heart of expectancy mah.....
so i always say.... dun be late for service !!!!
coz when u are so rushing, its not easy for u to settle down & worship God...
rather its best to come early & wait outside the door & wait...
so that u can be ready to worship =)

got my new spec le....
very giddy after i wear it..
not used ba.... =p

i am so so so refresh !
i simply love to go into God's presence....
i always make a prayer b4 i worship...
is that i dun wana juz sing song... i wan to be in his presence =p
coz i want God to speak to me.
i wan to have a new passion... if not i will juz burn out...
i dun wana miss out God's presence & words =p

mi & peisi had a fun time playing...
haha!!!!!
i realise that ppl like to bully me arh.....
haha!!!!
we had our own dance step for "tell the world"
juz one action only...
can make cindy laugh like mad...
actually thats not reali a great fufullment lar...
coz its so easy to make cindy laugh...
haha!!!
dun blive???
*cindy... laught now !!!!*
( i can confirm, if she see this entry, she will be laughing now!!)
haha !!!!!!!

alrite... shall end here....
reali wana die of headache le.....
God heal me ! =p
anyway God has heal me many times le...
wahaha !!!
God is good ! =p

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Wats the greatest contribution to the world?
who is the one that contributed the greatest ???

alrite.....

read John 3 : 16 & u will noe the ans =)

alrite.... the 3rd post of today le... haha
buaix =p

PRAYER IS POWERFUL.. BCOZ THE GOD WE PRAY TO IS POWERFUL !!

risky.... gonna DC anytime..
haha !!!!
*cindy... u noe hor??*
haha !!!
she wanted to send songs to me...
but keep DC !!!
haha!!!!! lousy ~

argh.... bad bad....
went all the way to collect my spec....
but..... when i reach there the uncle say haben come!!!!!
wow....... i was like "y didnt u call me??"
nvm.. shall not blame him.. coz he old le....

hmmm.... cg was fun....
wow....... next unit cg, we shall have ao many ppl that we cant squeeze into e room le ..
alrite?
break 21 !!!!!!
oh pls... =)
it will be done =p
but u muz be ready to receive the fruits !!
are u ready?? =)

come on.... dun waste ur time !!!

oh my.... i lurve the lyrics of this song....
so..... comforting =p

God will make a way
where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to his side
with love & strength
for each new day
He will make a way


so..... wat is there to worry????

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

so fun !!
as wat the rest says... she will surly jump up & down with anger!
haha !!!!!
she wanted to scold me & make me mad...
plus make me paiseh infront of those who read my blog..
but i tik now she is the one who is paiseh...
haha !!!!!!! so cool !!!!!
i njoy myself tagging ytd....
haha!!!
we tag, coz of two motive...
one : let her tag go to "older post"
two : make her feel paiseh !!!
haha !!!!
next time when she tag again.... i will be so happy...
coz can play again!!
but the bad thing is.......... not so nice being scold arh... =p

yeah i make one spec le...
but papa say not nice.. look like auntie...
but i nv listen to his advice..
coz he old le.. his taste cannot be trusted
wahahaa !

so scary... prelims is juz days away.....
oh my...
i begin to feel the heat liao....
gonna do well..... i hope !

few more days to 10sept.
wat have u guys done??

again i shall say....
"Risk It Or Regret It"

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

haiz ya..........
feel funny.... feel puzzled......
y on earth is there such person one???
correct ppl is directly to that person mah...
where got ppl tag such a thing in public blog?
but anyway.... i am not angry at all... really...
coz she is throwing her own face..... such a age & behaves like this...
oh my... grow up =)
she is out there to provoke me, & she failed...
making a joke out of urself !!!
my dear sis / bro in christ....
dun be stumble =p'
u guys noe mi.... ya?
wahaha !!!!!
i guess... the world is lidat w/o God lor..
that's y !!! bring them to God right?

wahaha..... these verse encourage me alot....
Do you not know Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the creator of the ends of the earth, He will not grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. [ Isaiah 40 : 28-31 ]

so do not fear, for I am with you; so do not be dismayed, gor i am your God, I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphiold you with my righteous right hand. [ Isaiah 41 : 10 ]

u noe arh.... i only manage to study a little out of such a long time....
but u noe wat???
i shall not be afraid coz God is with me !
yeah... haha !

u guys noe abt active waiting? when u ask God for something.. when HE wants u to wait.. doesnt mean that u sit & wait.. & den do nth... but rather practice active waiting... Eg: u ask God for fruits in ya grp... while waiting ... u disciple ppl, outreach... blah blah.... den when u are ready.. God will give u e fruits !! God's plan in nv abt timeline... but rather to ur maturity =p God's plan wun come to pass if u do not obey... so there is no such thing as "i wait......den do nth" but get urself ready !!! not possible to prepare to be a CL only when ur grp hits a cg size rite?? only when u are ready.... Gid will give u wat he has in store... if not.. dun need to dream for his plans le.... =p

Sunday, September 04, 2005

hey yoz !!!
wahaha !!!
reali enjoy myself today =)
u noe wat???
my sdmm has nv fail to make my day....
we drop down e wrong bus stop to esplanade...
den we took cab frm suntec to esplanade....
how dumb is that?? wahah!!
traffic jam some more =x
reach there...
guess wat?
we eat & eat !!!! wow... its all abt chicken =p
guess jency wun go crazy for chicken after today =)
den we played....
pepsi cola... lao ying zua xiao ji.. catching...
wow so fun !!!!!!!
child-hood games are real fun... haha
den affrim her & pray for her....
i lurve today =) so memorable...


b4 lunch....
i enjoyed myself with west C too !!!!
we played "wat would powerpuff do?"
nv knew my galz can be so so cute....
wahahaha !!!
real cute ......
when i saw how jingmei act as mojojo....
how eeleng act as powerpuff....
how jolene run & scream....
all so cute !!!!!
reali laught like mad...=p
damn cute... & fun !!!!!
" & the day is saved.. all thanks to the powerpuff galz !!! "
blehz......


thank God for these ppl in my life...
they nv fail to refresh mi & brighten my day =)


West C... lets be a more mature grp... so that we can contain more fruits !!!
fruitfulness is wat HE promiz...
no doubt... he will surly fulfil it... as long as we are ready =)
lets get ourselves ready !!!
coz God is waiting to give us fruits !!!!!
=)) he is waiting to give it to us !!!!
i muz get myself ready to receive =)
u too wor !!!

Saturday, September 03, 2005

reali dun wana throw his face....
oh my...........
i am the representative of Christ.....
gotta bring glory to his name... not e other way round.
cannot leave my skool without ppl knowing my God is real....
e 1st thing is thru my character...
2nd is my results....

U said that "u'll be back"
But i wanna ask is.... "when?"
"wats stopping u??"
"i am puzzled... since u experience life w/o him le, u noe how tough it is... u noe he is real..u noe u need him..u wants to be back... but y arn't u doing it...?"
"r u sure its satan stopping u? is it urself & ur excuses??"
"well.... there might be something that i dun understand... so i dun wana judge =) "

ten`sept`zero-five
rmber this date. =)
this is e day of cheering ! =)


looking for specc....
cant find =(

niice??

i tik dun suit mi..... =p

not my specc arh. its jaz's

my mind gonna jam le... so many things that i have to do... argh. save me pls....

oh God... i can nv thank u enough ...

01. ur strength

02. ur presence

0.3 ur promise =)

0.4 ur grace

05. the way u protect mi, i have freedom in fear !!! =p

w/o God... i am nth.. i cant do anything =)

xie xie daddy =p

Friday, September 02, 2005

yeah.... He won... =p
u noe arh..... i so sway one...
in games... in watever grp i am in... that watever grp will lose...
when i am in primary skool, i join brownie, e cca close down...
in secondary skool, i join IT/MR.. after i left that cca, e cca suddenly alot of ppl join...
den i join art. the cca close down le..
wahaha !!!!
in singapore idol... i wan sly to win...he lost...
i 1st time watch superstar... i wan lijun to win.. den she was kick out...
den i wan xinhui to win kelly... she lost....
saw the trend?
haha!!!!
well.... i tik its real funny.....

but now..1st time... i wan kelvin win... & he won !!! =)
shock... not reali abt the superstar... but more of... 1st time that e person i support won =p

wah...... exams & exams.....
e moment i tot of my chem..physic...account...
head pain .
haha!!!!
tried to do account juz now...
after 1 hr... i am still in e same page...
duno how to do arh!!!!!
joyce became e saviour of e day =)

now i am clinging on to something....
that give me assurance....
when things go wrong... dun panic =)
coz God will make a way...

when there seemz to be no way...
wahaha...
rmber myself hugging the guitar crying ytd....
cry coz i was like .... " how???!!!!!"
haha!!! i tik its foolish...
finally God sayang me to slp by telling me that nth will go wrong...
i was like... "u say one huh..... i go slp liao... tml everything muz be ok le... u say de hor..."
indeed !!!! nth went wrong =)
actually cannot make it one.... but at last can make it...
so cool ~


God Will Never Be Late.......

Thursday, September 01, 2005

wow this feeling is like....
angry irritating scared disappointed and.. helpless?
argh.
i juz hate the feeling of "last min circumstances"
coz there is nth much i can do already....
if the prob come earlier... things might be easier....
all his fault..... argh.

one more irritating thing....
daddy promise me that he will buy shoe for mi....
but.... when we reach queensway...
he claimed that he will only buy the shoe if it's 10bucks plus...
pls lar..... this is singapore....
rather not buy.......
but i seriously need shoe... sandals... slipper...
the 3 of them spoil at e same time....

things are not going my way...
but i guess.... there is surly something to learn frm it.

but realise one change in me =)
i've learn to shut up.
i tried to control my mouth...
coz i noe... e moment i open my mouth when i am emotional.... nth good will come out...
but at least.... i've save e day...
if not things gonna be bad... =p

argh. God pls help me.......

anyway..... happi birthday to jency =)
sept is the month...
prelims. birthday . NB party. & hmmmm... 911?
wahahaha !!!! =p